So there is the new JS and I managed to get the handle, "tamale" back in its pure, un-expletive form but the place seems so clinical. Plus I think I have invested time and energy in my mere 6 or 7 posts here thus far and don't feel like going over the whole starting over process again.
What I don't like about this site is I cannot make entries faves only and it's not as easy to make the blog fave-only either - I don't quite like the permissions process of getting people's email addresses and stuff. We'll see.
Today was not too bad. I mean, I did not freak out or get caught up in doom and gloom scenarios about my life in the next few weeks. I worked arduously on applications of all kinds and went to meetings and site visits and was actually nice to the new girl. I think she appreciated my niceness today and I think I will try to improve upon it everyday. I was actually nice to everyone today. I don't think I rolled my eyes once behind anyone's back. I was doing the whole "positive energy" shit today.
Still it would be nice to come home to someone who would lend some support - nothing complicated. Maybe a cuddle and planning a cosy evening on the couch watching a DVD and eating ice cream. Not being passed over for a Playstation, Wii or a new Bose speaker system. I mean, how can men just pass over soft, warm woman flesh for clinical wires and hardware and be certified normal and sane?
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Congrats on getting your name back - be interesting to see if JS reforms - or if its pieces are scattered to the winds.
ReplyDeleteAnd in answer to your last q - they can't